what a wonderful caricature of intimacy;; roy

[asahria ryek']

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=style, background-color: #423c42;,true][cs=2] & YOU'RE NOT EVEN HUMAN ` YOU'RE JUST A LOVELY IDEA OF ONE WHO I ACCIDENTALLY LOVED AND GAVE EVERYTHING TO BECOME THE GIRL ON THE PIANO BENCH SINGING ALL OF HER TEARS - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - away
[atrb=width,240] Right, I’d like to save my clothes and you the embarrassment. Maybe we should just forget the whole idea. She said, her laughter echoing his own. The sound was comforting, though unfamiliar – as it had been sometime since she had last laughed. While at home she’d been adorned in a blanket of misery, her whole family had. There had been no room for laughter there and admittedly she’d not found much room for it here. Not until she’d come across Roy, it felt good to have a reason to laugh again, even if it was over something so silly. It was nice to see the hint of a smile etched into the features of another’s face. It was such a simple joy of which she had been too long deprived. You would give the homeless the benefit of the doubt, but I suppose you’re right. I just suppose they wouldn’t bother to be so shallow, but then what would I know? I’ve never been homeless She said with a decisive shrug. Her blonde tresses shook gently following the movement of her head. I don’t think anyone has ever used kick ass when describing me, that’s an interesting thought. Though, I suppose it might be scary to see me angry as it isn’t something that happens often. Who knows what would happen, let hope on our lucky stars neither of us has to witness that. For a while longer. I think I’ve finally managed enough classes I should be moving up next term. She said, raising her brows. She had taken her bloody time sorting her way through this last year, if it could even be considered that. It had taken her at least two years with all of the school she had missed, plus everything else in between. It was a relieving thought to know that she’d finally accomplished something when her life had been on hold for so long. You’ll get back there. Honestly, oyu’re far more advanced than myself regardless of years. I could hardly count myself a superior, it’s not a title I really deserve. She laughed, but she meant it. Roy had been around far longer than herself and she’d always respected him. If anything Roy had always been one of the individuals she looked up to. He wasn’t one who’d willingly admit it, but he’d always had a strong presence at the school. And you are still managing headboy. I gave up my position as headgirl. Just more than I could handle. At the time it had been. There were times she wished she had just pushed through. She felt as though she needed the job more than it needed her, but it had been nice feeling so accomplished. A lot had gone downhill since then. I’m a bit surprised as well. Though my long absences probably didn’t help. She said a bit shyly, But I must agree we should hang out more often. I’ve needed company more than I’d like to admit and this has certainly been a nice change of pace. And it had been. Asahria had been suffering in solitude for too long Just because she’d lost a few important people in her life didn’t mean she need to push away the few that still remained. Asahria felt herself laughing at his next words, not out of amusement, but because she found them to be true. There isn’t much we can know. Just have to start where we left off, make the best of what we have. It’s funny how little control we actually have. She quieted as the conversation turned towards Charlton. Her and Roy had never been particularly close and she felt a bt guilty unloading on him like that, but at the same time it was a relief to get it off her shoulders. Well of course, we can’t sum it up all like that, we’re all different, but just the gist. I suppose. She said with an awkward shrug of her shoulder. I suppose it could be overcome, should we ever get the chance. That was the hardest part, she was worried she’d let the chance slip away. At the masque, he had called out her name, maybe he did remember but she’d never given him the opportunity to figure out. Instead she’d left, thinking she’d done better for him, but it had been a bitter realization when she’d returned only to find he too was gone. I don’t really know. I never gave him the opportunity to say, really. I guess that is why this is so hard. I just really miss him. I’ve never missed a person so much. It’s almost physically painful. I just wish I could see him again, but I don’t know. Their attentions turned and she was glad when Roy finally let her bandage his arm, relieved that at least the blood flow would be minimalized. He really did need to learn to take better care of himself. Surely, she needn’t worry over him so much as he was more than capable of taking care of himself, but she had a tendency to fret over others. It was a weakness of hers, but she couldn’t bear to see others in pain. Knowing glass caused the injury I only feel more inclined to leave the room. She jested, in reality it was what lay in the mirror, but she didn’t want to bother herself with that. Lest it breaks and ruins your other arm. Smiling she led him from the window, pushing the door open, making sure to peer into the hallways before stepping outside. She supposed she had no reason to worry, with him being head boy and her being a prefect, but it was just a measured precaution. It seems I like risky business. I fell in love with a werewolf after all. She said, eyes dancing as she stepped into the hallway. As Roy whispered the spell and showered the hall with light she moved forward, not really sure she was going. If you’ve a place in mind, feel free to take the lead. She laughed, waiting for him to come in stride with her. Smiling shyly at his compliment she found herself a bit bewildered with his next statement. Furrowing her brows she took some time before answering. It was a bit of an accident and I would have never blamed him, but I don’t think I would have wanted it. She said, still contemplating. I’m not to fond of the idea of eternity. I’ve hard enough dealing with things as they are…it just seems such a drastic change. A little too drastic	[atrb=width,140] words , 1105 words tagged , Roy notes , First, I apologize for it being incredibly naff. Second, tried to shorten it some. Third, still long. Finally, sorry it is soooo late
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[roy mustang ♥]

SOMETIMES I FIND IT HARD
• to believe there's someone else who could be •
JUST AS MESSED UP AS ME

"Agreed," Roy said, nodding slightly and giving her a smirk as he listened to her laughter echo through the small room. Really, it was that small that even the smallest of noises would have been bounced back at them. Besides that though, he'd rarely even heard Asahria laugh before. Possibly because he seemed to have spent an abnormal amount of time without seeing or speaking to her, despite how long they'd been at the school together. Hell, they pretty much started at the same time. But despite all that, they didn't seem to have much one-on-one time. It was a pity really. "Ah well, let's hope that you'll never be in the situation where you'd have to be homeless. But then again, I'd probably end up there quicker than you would," He joked, suddenly slightly wary about what he just said. He was ambitious and wanted to move up in the world, and was headboy on top of that, but if he skipped anymore classes at school he may as well prepare for the dog house. He didn't say that last part out loud though, the last thing he needed was Asahria scolding him about slacking on his education on top of all the other problems today. Not that she would have cared or anything, but prefect to headboy kind of thing. He was supposed to set a good example to the rest of the students after all, but so far he hadn't done such a great job of doing so.

Roy couldn't help but chuckle a bit at her words. "It's probably the calmer types of people you need to look out for as far as anger goes. One moment they're sailing smoothly along, the next instant a storm hits. I figure you're something like that, huh?" He paused to study her for a moment. It was another trait he hadn't seen of her, but who knows, maybe if he stuck around her long enough he'd get to see that kick assery in action one way or another. He couldn't help but snort loudly, which was totally not what he initially intended to do, but he was entirely sceptical about the same thing happening for him. "Well I figure I'll be held back another year next term. I'm pretty sure I'll still be in the year I am now when you graduate." He smirked again, although this time it seemed more like a grimace than anything else. Wait, what was that? Him more advanced? He didn't know whether or not to agree with that. Truth be told, Roy normally was a pretty arrogant and egocentric individual, but whilst speaking to a rather modest person like Asahria, agreeing didn't seem like something to do at the moment. "Hey, I gave up my position of headboy too, if we recall," he said slowly, a flashback of that time -- which really happened a long time ago and not something he truly wanted to recall as it was that painful, possibly more painful than when he broke his arm and had his eye stabbed out, and that was saying something - winding him slightly, which would have only seemed like a minor flinch if she had been watching carefully. "I don't really know what made me want to get this position back though, but while I do I might as well try to do some good within the school. Despite still having the title and not doing anything yet."

"Heh." Well it certainly seemed like they were both in the same boat then, it just meant that they'd have to try a little harder to get a little further, but they could still come out on top sooner or later. "Yeah we should, make up for lost time and all that. I'm sure there's a lot of things we still have yet to talk about and which cane wait another time, of course." He didn't really want to bore her by forcing her to stand here talking to him, telling her about every aspect of her life since she left school, and beyond that. He didn't know about himself, but for her that was bound to be at least a little mind numbingly boring. "Oh, but where did we leave off? I can't even remember that now." It was hardly surprising after the amount of years and the ordeal of getting his memory wiped and forgetting everything and everyone. He really couldn't remember the last time they spoke and about what, and even what year they were in. It was all rather sad. As the conversation turned towards her... love interest, he noted that she seemed quickly despairing about it all. Romantic things wasn't really something Roy had much of a clue about, and he usually screwed himself over as far as dating and traumatic events in relationships normally went. "If you truly care about him... then you'd talk to him," he said slowly, trying to put as much thought into his words as he possibly could. "If there's even a remote chance that he'd remember you, then take it. So long as he knows your there things might work in your favor. If that's not the case... he might move on without being aware of your existence, and that isn't a good thing to have on your conscience. Either try and win him back or seek closure, that's generally all you can do in that type of situation. Leaving the issue to hang just hurts more." Well, wasn't he the love guru today? Generally though, his ex fiancé and cousin still hatred him for vanishing and losing his memory, so he sort of had a faint idea of what was going on here. Slightly.

At her next words however he couldn't help but feign a look of pain. An hour or so had only passed since the incident, and yet here they were making jokes about it. Then again, that occured with any injury the alchemist sustained. Usually light jokes followed and then they'd only look back on it as a fond memory. Or at least that would be the case if he was with anyone who could stand the sight of blood, which Asahria could - she obviously had a stronger stomach for stuff like this compared to a lot of other people. "Hey, I don't go around breaking every mirror I come across. Though if I was a hidious individual then it would be understanding as to what your complaint refers to." He smirked to himself as they left the room. She had a point though, accidents did happen, and he only got away with a minor injury this time. God knows what he'd do if he suffered anything more serious, especially if he happened to headbutt a mirror or something, which he'd never do... under normal circumstances. Demon related circumstances... maybe. "Well if you like risky business you're in good company," he laughed as he walked, lighting his wand and surverying the corridor where they were walking. "Sorry," he said, half turning to look at her. "I'm making stuff up as I go along, so I don't actually know where we're going. We can go outside or something if you like, can't promise it wont be cold though."

After she finished speaking he furrowed his own brow to mirror hers. "Well, I suppose you have a point... living while others died around you... seems like a hard situation to be in. Then again, my situation is kinda different, if I die or if the demon in me wins the struggle, he gets my body!" With that he laughed loudly, albeit a very cynical burst of laughter, that seemed quite forced as he did it. He still didn't know if Asahria know of the demon, but while they were talking supernatural things now he may as well have gotten things out in the open. "Not sure if I'm mortal or immortal, so we'll have to see when the time comes. Anyway, what's it to be? Inside or outside? I can give you time to fetch a coat or something if it's the latter option." He started talking quicker as he stopped and blinked at her, his eyes seeming much blacker in the darkness and light of his wand. It was generally up to her though, but he wasn't sure how much excitement she was up to tonight, of all nights.

TAGGED ! asahria <3
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NOTES ! Bleh, sorry it's so long again. You're welcome to shorten your posts as much as you see fit though xDD