Kind of here, kind of not D: I'm sorry!

[HYO JOON NAM]

So... sorry for not being around really this week. This might go on for the next few weeks. Four or five. I'm on this course thingy and mostly it's just sitting there and listening to someone talk in the front and... I just really hate that kind of thing, because I never learn by listening. I seriously can't concentrate to anything like that all. Luckily we do get to do some stuff at times which keep me somewhat awake, but most of the time it's just this boring shizz which makes me feel exhausted, especially because I'm quite impatient person. I'm just really tired and exhausted when I come from the course. It's only six hours a day, but still... I got a lot to do at home too atm. Of course taking care of my dogs, taking them for walks ♥ That's no biggie. But I'm kind of responsible of cleaning up, doing dishes and making the dinner for awhile. My dad's in the hospital (My dad's got lung cancer which has spread to his brains too and the doctor gave him from two months to a year), so my mum goes over there right after work and stays there until she feels the need to come to sleep. And I often too go visit him, so my days pretty much just fly past now and I'm just really tired and exhausted. Plus my head's just... empty. So I'm just kind of really unmotivated to write right now, not that I even have really time either. I just hope you guys won't think I've gone somewhere, 'cause I'll be here, I'm just writing this, because most likely I won't be really posting anywhere for awhile. Please feel free to send me random fun PMs and whatnot though, I do appreciate the distraction (: Please don't abandon any plots you've made with me D: I swear I'll get around to stuff sooner or later (hopefully sooner) once I got my energy balanced again a bit.

EDIT: Oops, and my characters are: Hyo Joon Nam, Yuki Ishida, Nyu Ri Yang, Riley Mustang, Alec Evedane, Arianna León, Niklas L'Armour, Ji Min Sin.

[GRAY ALBARN ♥]

I'd send you PMs... but then I realized, I'm no fun :<

Do you even have any spare time to relax? When you're not working on something or sleeping?
*eyes her*
Hmmmm. Well you have my best wishes and love, Sanni dear ♥
I hope everything gets better for you... eventually... as hard as that seems... and with no end in sight...
Just come back whenever you feel ready really, everything and everyone will still be here waiting for you :33
♥

Edit: And you have far too many characters. Just sayin'
*sleuths off*
XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

[tinley labonte]

my dear sanni ♥ you know that you have a ton of people wishing you well in every bit of life, including me. i hope things get better and that you get some relax time soon! you sound like you really need it. my thoughts and endless showers of love are all for you. don't worry about posts or anything like that because there is no way we'd forget about them or you in a million years. just take care of yourself. aww, i'm getting all sentimental here. or strange, you can decided xD expect some pms coming your way if you want them dontcarebcuziwillsendthemanyway

and you are never lame my dear. NEITHER OF YOU.
yeah. here are CUPPIECAKES.

[asahria ryek']

Sanni darling, no one will abandon plots with you, that is just silly. You are far too loved for that. All of understand that you need some time and I think it's safe to say that you do. Spend some time taking care of yourself lovely. We will love you to bits whether you here or not, because frankly you're amazing. Like Tinley I will also be sending you showers of love ♥ No matter what you're feeling you can always come to us! Be here for you no matter what darling. I really do wish you the best!

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[HYO JOON NAM]

Thank you all, it means a lot ♥ ♥ ♥

My father passed away last Tuesday and we've been busy with funeral and other preparations, so therefore I've not been active again. And frankly haven't been in rp mood at all. Once things calm down a bit and I've got enough strength I'll start replying to threads and such again.